
I think I'm officially understanding what it means to be a starving artist (actor). It can suck but its also enthralling in a way, a weird way. Turned down a permanent job w/benefits a couple of weeks ago. Sounds crazy but it would have seriously if not terminally pulled my focus away from acting. So I'm temping still, and am ok with that. My instructors have been really pleased with my progress. One (who is SUPER critical of my work) said last week was the best she'd ever seen me and said how much I've grown. Of course I'd also just got let go from a doc review gig for coding a document(s) wrong. I perform better when I'm down.